Bila Raya Menjelang

Sudah lama tak ubdate blog..
Tapi harini rasa nak luahkan rasa hati serba sedikit.
Harini aku terasa sedih.. Teringatkan orang - orang yang tidak dpt bersama suka dan duka semasa hari raya tahun ni.. Teringatkan orang yang paling aku sayang telah pergi selamanya 2 tahun yang lalu.. teringatkan org yang jauh yang paling aku sayang tak dapat bersama ketika ini.. teringatkan mak di kampung.. teringatkan arwah ayah... Teringatkan suasana berhari raya ketika dulu...

Seribu kenangan hanya tinggal kenangan. Seibu harapan hanya tinggal harapan...
Sedih... sedih sekali...

Tak dpt menahan sebak bila tadi aku pulang kerumah sambil dengar lagu ini

I like this version of Mad World

Adam Lambert singing after a few days loosing in American Idol final...

chris daughtry - over you

Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I felt as if I was in way to deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee
(Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally gettin' better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you!!!
You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other's opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for meee
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting' better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you!!!
I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
The day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you…

Bila mula bicara

truuuttt truuutt truuut trutttt..... bunyi kepala otak aku..

Mana tak nyer.. baru balik dari meeting yang tak berapa meeting.. kepala pusing.. otak pening.. hati runsing..

Tepat jam 1.06am .. esok kerja.. tapi blom tidur...

Oklah begini bicara nya...

Hai kengkawan... kalau ada la .. sapa sapa yang terbaca.. Tak tau apa nak cakap.. cuma nak cuba memblogkan diri.. untuk tatapan kengkawan sekelian...

Nama aku... abu ... panggilan kawan kawan aku... tapi bukan la nama sebenar. Macam mana terbit nama tu.. ermm tak penting.. Yang penting.. semua kengkawan aku kenal dengan itu...

Hobi aku... kumpul lagu mp3... kumpul movie movie.. kumpul benda benda yang aku suka... Pantang ada cuti lebih sikit, mula la nak plan pergi sana sini. Bukan apa, jauh perjalanan luas pemandangan. Luas pemandangan, banyak pengalaman.

Benda aku suka buat... emm banyak, tapi kebanyakan nya tak terbuat.. last last yang aku buat adalah buat bodo jer.
Kawan aku cakap... si setancute tu. Dia kata aku tergolong orang yang berwarna biru.. Apa maksud nyer tu.. nantilah kalau aku ingat aku akan cerita.. nanti aku tanya dia balik.. lupa la plak.

tetiba otak blank


ok see you soon
bye